Twisting
Why...?
I'm not sure what's wrong with me... But I seem to be suffering from anxiety...
After friday's awful migraine episode, I have got so close to God and felt His love for me so deeply, and yet now I just feel like I'm on tenterhooks, on the edge of some cliff... it's so weird, I have all the bodily experiences of being exceedingly nervous, but I'm not sure what I'm nervous about. I have practically finished all my planning and it's only half past 5... I have spent time with my friends from church and am going to spend time with my other friends once I finish my work...
But my insides are twisting, twisting, as if I'm about to take the plunge into something huge.
Yes, this month is going to be pretty stressful with all I have to do in it, but I keep placing it at God's feet... could it be that I'm not letting it go completely, or is there something else at play? What's going on?!